When I try to do Good


 Real Talk!!! I have been turned down. I receive quit a number of threats, pictures of references to violence, and I had to sit down and take the time to understand that when I set out to do good work for the young men that are born to this earth that evil will rear up its ugly head and hiss at me. I want to say however I have finally found something that is worth living and dying for. Who ever is a person who benefits from teaching young kids criminality, as a personality, and as a lifestyle. It is an economic reason and the day is coming when you will pay for misusing Gods love, which is children. It is what it is. 

Real Talk!!! I endeavor to do good but I fail but in my heart it is the love for good for good sake. I will never embrace evil for the simple fact that angels and demons were made for servants of man kind. Messengers and protectors why would you serve what is made to serve you? Let me tell you something. If you make a deal with the devil, I want you to know that you can break that agreement at anytime. The reason why is that the devil will never keep his word to you. He was a liar from day one. When he spoke it was a lie. It may be that you will get some of what he promised you but it always comes with a trick. You get the money but your favorite love one dies. You get the signature spot in the chain of command and you find out you have colon cancer. I came a long way with Jesus Christ. Do what you do and I will keep talking to these young kids and try to make a difference in their life that they don't have to live in the hell that poor leadership created for them.  

Real Talk!!! You devil worshipers remind me of racist. You hate me for no other reason than I was born to the household of GOD. The same as a racist hates me for being born black which is something that I have no control over. We are all going to die anyway. Why not die to life than to death? Real Talk.


 Romans Chapter 7 Verse 21

I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me. 

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