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They Tried To Kill Love

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Word did anybody hear the news...the  beast tried to kill love.   A strange prophetic apocalyptic dis-ease descended  from nobody knows where.  And yet they know everything for a certainty  on your adverse day in court.  Without doubt! Justice has been denied, fake laws applied,  nepotism and cronyism. ...then began the killing of our children.  The afore-mentioned conditions didn’t  seem related but day by day we were inundated  with death news clips of shooters,  capitol rioters and looters.   Scam robo calls, and senseless shootings.  Church ended then   social media expanded  Facebook church became what’s happening,  all the dynamic souls who was hid in the back,  are out in the limelight now... they have a gift and they coming forward to share  On Instagram, twitter, Facebook, YouTube , Pinterest  and  it really is a beautiful thing to see what God has  Done....  Ye ar...

America ...Can’t Get Right

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Does anybody remember the movie , LIFE,  with Eddie Murphy, Martin Lawrence,  and Bernie Mack.  There was a character in that cast named, "Cant get right," who was an amazing guy, that did amazing things, however  he was somewhat "teched" in the head. "Can't get right" is a moniker that personifies America, and on the eve of the Murder trial for Derek Chauvin, (George Floyd's killer) I don't feel to confident about a conviction.   America, allegedly land of the free, I think not , but reputed home of many braves.  I actually wish that I didn't desire to know the outcome...real talk its one of those things you need to see to the end to see how it turns out yes, but to also know where you stand.  The psychology of it says if they can kill him and get away with it, then they could probably do the same to you, if you are a person of color living in America today. It's not that that this case specifically has been amplified but that the feve...

What A Wonderful World

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Devils Tower, Wyoming Sequoia National Forest Colorado river from space looks like ancient fallen tree Sequoia National Forest Satellite image of giant tree stump WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD Jan,3,2021   I spent the day basking in the sun and enjoying the beauty of the trees.   I remembered being a kid and climbing a tree, it made me smile.   It reminded me of a friend from Colorado who sent me a link on youtube, about a forest of giant trees that were unearthed.   I wondered had the entire earth been covered with them, mile-high trees!   Wow!   It was a beautiful thought.   I was curious what a time traveler might say about our trees today?   Would he call them tiny?   What might he say about our atmosphere, the air we breathe, the brightness, or perhaps possibly the dimness of the sunshine’s rays?   Could it be that the sun which we call bright is actually dim to a traveler from 200 years ago?   I worked 4 years as a tree man a...
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 Happy MLK Day to the people all around the globe. MLK a three letter personality whose searing fire left a print blazed upon the world. A world that is now changing for the worse 53 years after his death, a world that seems like it is poised to forget the great man and the awesome struggle. Covid -19 seems to have canceled and quelled many celebrations. Some of which we need for posterity, social development, and history sake. The lessons of yesterday teach us how to prepare for tomorrow. Real Talk!!! On my MLK Day your humble blogger enjoyed dinner with the biography of MLK and it was staggering. The hurdles and block of opposition and the heat and can't of the people who were determined to continue white supremacy as the status quo, was what he stood boldly against. He was beaten, stabbed, jailed, his house bombed, and he always said to hate the deed and not the person. There will always be men that are brave and willing to fight but there will rarely be a man who out of love fo...

Two Worlds

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 Real talk more and more the days we live in seem like a scene from the Matrix.  I feel myself to be a green Neo type remember Keanu Reaves in the Matrix He was just dabbling in this or  that  for extra money but working a meaningless corporate job feeling , there was something terribly  wrong but clueless to what it really was,  just feeling there must be more to life.    My Morpheus , That is the person who ushered me out of the matrix and into the real world is Ivy  Joy Johnson.  A north Colorado Pastor.  The first time I met her she said if I left her care , I’d be dead before sunrise,  that evil people were looking for me  and that they wanted to put my head on a platter.  Real Talk!  I didn’t  doubt it I didn’t say anything , but Yes Maam I knew! Real talk!  That was my introduction to reality, it’s barely 18 months later and I miss and long  for the blissful days  of ignorance I once ha...

When I try to do Good

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 Real Talk!!! I have been turned down. I receive quit a number of threats, pictures of references to violence, and I had to sit down and take the time to understand that when I set out to do good work for the young men that are born to this earth that evil will rear up its ugly head and hiss at me. I want to say however I have finally found something that is worth living and dying for. Who ever is a person who benefits from teaching young kids criminality, as a personality, and as a lifestyle. It is an economic reason and the day is coming when you will pay for misusing Gods love, which is children. It is what it is.  Real Talk!!! I endeavor to do good but I fail but in my heart it is the love for good for good sake. I will never embrace evil for the simple fact that angels and demons were made for servants of man kind. Messengers and protectors why would you serve what is made to serve you? Let me tell you something. If you make a deal with the devil, I want you to know that ...

Introduction to Real Talk

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 Hello, my name is Kevin Payne and I am a 47 year old African American male born in the great state of Tennessee. My passion is writing and speaking and I have a zeal for fostering the lives of young men who might be considered at risk. This is because I to was an at risk youth. At 25 years old I shot a sheriff deputy. I went to prison for nearly 11 years. I have been out of prison for 10 years. Now 21 years later I have something to say to the young men of color that is in the at risk category. Instead of focusing on all the could have been and should have been I decided to focus on the actual realities of my life and pay them forward. The thematic expression of my life is, "confession is good for the soul." In this way I have prevented the devil from having power over me. It is axiomatic with saying in no way will I be silenced and by no means will I be fearful to speak. Every person has a testimony and every other person receiving a testimony is empowered through knowledge...